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Thursday, November 30, 2006

Sex & the City - My Favourite Ones:-
~ Some people are settling down, some people are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies

~ The only one who should have to pay for a bad relationship is the person in your next relationship. [Miranda]"

~ If you are single there is always one thing you should take out with you on a Saturday night... your friends."

~ Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.”

~ “It takes half the amount of time you dated someone to get over them.”

~ Carrie: I just love Sleeping Beauty! The music, the sets, the costumes. It's so romantic!Stanford: You only like it because she sleeps for a hundred years and doesn't age.”

~ Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

"People who you love the most are also the ones who make you cry the hardest".

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

RUN AWAY !!!

We tend to do that, I think all of us most of the times.

We get close to people and then we realize that we are getting a lil too attached to them, putting it directly “getting used to them”. That’s when I think it’s important for you to take a stand and see that u try not to fall in this attachment well and control yourself.

It does get complex at times, we do feel bad also, but always you cannot be the one chasing or running behind stuff where you know you really can’t do much. At times I do feel, I am the one who is bad, I am the one who is always wrong, I am the one who always thinks too much and makes things far more complicated than what they really are.

I can see stuff happening in front of me but can’t accept the fact and live with it, can’t get into something which I am not sure of, feel scared of good things happening to me. I know I might be causing a lot of soreness amongst the people around me, I don’t know if I am doing this deliberately or no, I really don’t intend to hurt anyone, but it’s just that it’s happening.

I just need some time for myself. I need to figure out so much about me, my home, my family, my career, my friends everything… This is the time when you do feel that vacuum of a person whom you can count on and speak to, its just like a fraction of a second when you miss that part and then ur back to yourself.

At times I really feel that I don’t need to whine and should be cheerful about the way my life is right now, its just a phase probably and plus, not that I am sitting and sulking at home, am enjoying and having a blast. To be honest at times, I think – Thank God I am a Party Animal (coz it really helps me!!!)…

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

BIRTHDAY'S DONE - 14th November, 2006


Well how we keep waiting for this special day and it just comes like the witch sitting on the broom and swoosh before you actually realise its just over...

My Day was great, starting from the 13th evening, college friends dragged me to Pop tate's closeby and we hogged, hogged and hogged and ofcourse the suprise was at 12 with some more friends joining in and smashing cake on my face. I anyways had some pop corns sprung up on my face and with the chocolate facial, I am sure in the coming days there will be loads more to add on... (my doc is gonna slaughter me !!!)

Work was fun, boss took out all her revenge and cake once again - (gosh I hate chocolate cake now!!!)Didnt really do much, went to a small school closeby for the mentally challenged through the hotel and that was really nice and touching. Hats off to them, to have been going through so much and still giving us the most genuine smiles in the world, we being bombarded with all the luxuries are more fake than these innocent souls...

Came home, hard rock was decided and final for the evening, everyone from office had already been there so how can I be left out. Though few buddies were'nt interested to move far and were keen on the suburbs, also tried to use their power and charms but u know (its me the smart one ) finally managed to freeze on the same place...

Reached on time, everyone was there which was cool, i wanted all of them to be a part of the celebration. The place was awesome, really cool and surely impressive. It was huge, for a person like me who is quite used to the dark and dingy shack but really rocking. Hot Crowd everywhere, met this college junior of mine, she knew my name, my bday, my entire janam kundli and i didnt even know her name gosh how mean I am, anyways waited for a table (40 mins on tuesday night - now I really love this place!!!)

Had fun, music was good, the dance on YMCA by these hot waiters was kick ass and kinda pepped up the atmosphere... finally we go take our table, ordered a variety of finger foods and they were all yummieeee... (finally switched my drink from a plain vodka to a Long Island Ice Tea - now I get the kick).

Some nice cute snaps and pics taken with the entire gang, it really feels great to be a part of some nice and witty friends - genuine to the core. Yesterday i guess was my first night when I had no hang-ups with anything, no issues with anyone around (how I managed that i still dont know), but I guess that Time definitely helps and I know them a little too well now to fall in for some stupid issues which always used to be coz of me....

Air India was a lil bored i felt, I dont blame him (how can someone enjoy a party being a veg and by not drinking he he), my mill boy was fun as usual, the corporate man bunked his meeting and managed to make it (need to pinch myself to belive it seriously), versatile versova was fun as always, my bitch was great and we gossiped and bitched like always, and ofcourse my gentle giant was great fun, pulling my leg on everything as usual and busy with his hi-tech phone with pics and videos (yikes - I look sick in these camera phones, I always believe they can never capture true beauty)...

So that's about it - I am now 24 and no matter how much people say I have not entered the old group now. Cmmon its me...

HOW CAN I EVER BE OLD ????

Sunday, November 12, 2006

My Personal Favourite:- Whiteflag by DIDO

I know u think that I should'nt still love u or tell you that,
But if I didnt say it, well i'd still have felt it, where's the sense in that,
I promise i'm not trying to make ur life harder or return to where we were,
I will go down with this ship, I will put my hands up and surrender...

There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in Love and always will be....



..... Well I know the song is'nt quite what my life is currently, but still its such a beautiful track ...